That's not what I'm doing! I keep trying and you keep... nothing I do is right according to you, how am I supposed to...
All I wanted w-was t-to--
[He has to cut out for a few minutes. When he returns he's quieter. Resigned.]
I'm trying. I'm really trying. But I don't know what to do that won't make it worse. Ianthe said I shouldn't crowd. Just be there, if he wants.
But he doesn't want. He told me to go away.
You think I'm selfish and petty and lacking compassion. I guess maybe you're right, even if i try not to be those things. But I don't care if it hurts me. I just don't want to hurt him anymore. He's been through enough.
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All I wanted w-was t-to--
[He has to cut out for a few minutes. When he returns he's quieter. Resigned.]
I'm trying. I'm really trying. But I don't know what to do that won't make it worse. Ianthe said I shouldn't crowd. Just be there, if he wants.
But he doesn't want. He told me to go away.
You think I'm selfish and petty and lacking compassion. I guess maybe you're right, even if i try not to be those things. But I don't care if it hurts me. I just don't want to hurt him anymore. He's been through enough.