So no one else can take it as a chance to punish you. So I know it isn't you punishing yourself.
[So he can know exactly how quick and clean it is, exactly what Stephen sees and hears and feels in that last moment. So no one else can have that, have Stephen's blood and heart in their hands.
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[So he can know exactly how quick and clean it is, exactly what Stephen sees and hears and feels in that last moment. So no one else can have that, have Stephen's blood and heart in their hands.
If it's going to happen, it has to be him.]